I stand in front of this new school, filled with a sense of helplessness. My father's job change has forced my sister and me to transfer schools in our senior year. Looking at the prison-like building, I know that unknown challenges are awaiting us.

On the first day of school, my sister is extremely nervous, and I try my best to comfort her. In the office, I get my class schedule, and in the classroom, I encounter the overly enthusiastic Jenny. Her pestering annoys me a bit. Fortunately, Melissa comes to my rescue, and I also get to know her boyfriend Cody and the Joey who makes my heart flutter at first sight. Joey has an attractive appearance, but his subsequent actions shock me. He actually assaults me because of my sexual orientation. His hostile words and actions fill me with fear and anger.

On the second day, Melissa notices the bruises on my neck, and I tell her the truth. In the gymnasium, Joey confesses his love to me, saying that he likes me. But how can I easily forget the harm he did yesterday? He tells me about his inner struggle. Although I understand, I am also conflicted and don't know if I should give him another chance. However, when he invites me to the football game on Friday, I still agree. After all, I can understand how difficult it is for him to face his own sexual orientation.

After the dance practice, I learn that I have been chosen as the lead dancer, and Joey and the others are waiting for us. Joey walks with me to my car. He apologizes again, and I say I understand. Beside the car, I summon the courage to kiss him. At that moment, it feels like fireworks are going off, and his reaction makes me think that maybe there is still hope. But I'm not sure if this will affect his exploration of his sexual orientation. I am full of confusion and anticipation.

Joey's Perspective

I have always thought that I am an ordinary straight guy, living a routine life. Until Kade appears, everything changes. When I first saw him on the first day, I was attracted to him, but this feeling scares me because it goes against my long-held perception of myself.

In fear and confusion, I do the unforgivable. I lay hands on Kade and say hurtful things. But afterwards, I am filled with guilt. I know I am terribly wrong.

On the second day, I muster the courage to call Kade to the locker room and confess my feelings to him. Although I know it's difficult and I'm not sure if I can truly face it. His anger is what I deserve, but he is willing to listen to my explanation and agrees to come to my football game, which gives me a glimmer of hope.

In the parking lot, he kisses me. At that instant, my world seems to be lit up, and I respond to him. But I know I still have a long way to go. I must find a balance between this complicated feeling and the life I have always had. I am afraid of change, but even more afraid of losing him. The future is full of uncertainties, and I can only strive to find our way.

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